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Reading a book with one eye on the Grindr grid. Stopping in the middle of cleaning my house to take the perfectly angled Snapchat. Broadcasting my hookups via my personal Zoom room. Before my active meth use, I couldn't stand to be alone for more than an hour. If I couldn't have physical compa...

Aug 11, 2025 addiction chemsex lgbtq loneliness methamphetamine

Anger is a Gift

Hey you, You may need to read this right now: Your anger isn't the problem. I know, I know. You've probably spent years being told that anger is dangerous, destructive, or downright sinful. Maybe you've been in therapy sessions where the goal was to "manage" your anger like it's some wild beast ...

Aug 04, 2025 addiction recovery anger chemsex

Multiple Minority Stress and Chemsex Misuse

In this episode, Gustavo shares his journey of navigating addiction while carrying multiple marginalized identities - Venezuelan, undocumented, neuro-spicy (neurodivergent), and gay. His story illuminates how multiple minority stress creates unique challenges that go far beyond what any single...

Jul 31, 2025 addiction chemsex lgbtq minority stress

Redefining Support in the ChemSex Community

Y'all, this conversation with Andrew and Jordan from Canada absolutely shattered everything we think we know about recovery and support. Their work represents a radical departure from the shame-based, one-size-fits-all approach that has dominated addiction treatment for decades. As Jordan beau...

Jul 24, 2025 addiction chemsex crystal methamphetamine harm reduction lgbtq

Why Do I Proscrastinate?

I focus most of my time helping men in early recovery who are trying to stop engaging in chemsex. But, the longer I am in this industry, the more I recognize the need to also help those who have been living meth-free for a considerable amount of time, who are asking, "What now?". Life after me...

Jul 21, 2025 addiction chemsex lgbtq procrastination recovery

Breaking the Silence of Chemsex

Alexander's story reveals the difference between those who can navigate substance use safely and those who cannot. This often comes down to a mysterious internal voice - what he describes as "luck" but what we might better understand as intuitive self-awareness. This voice whispers warnings wh...

Jul 17, 2025 addiction recovery chemsex crystal methamphetamine harm reduction

Everyone Else is Partying, But I Can't

It's mid-July, and your Instagram feed looks like a highlight reel of everything you used to think you were missing. Shirtless men at circuit parties in Mykonos. Pride celebrations that stretch from Thursday to Tuesday. Festival lineups that make my former party-self salivate with envy. And h...

Jul 14, 2025 addiction chemsex crystal methamphetamine lbgtq recovery

Turning Your Pain Into Purpose

Ben Kaye's story demonstrates that recovery isn't just about stopping substance use—it's about transforming your pain into purpose and your experience into expertise. As a therapist with lived experience in chemsex recovery, Ben has spent years building bridges between the underserved and the sy...

Jul 10, 2025 addiction recovery chemsex lgbtq methamphetamine

Why You Do What You Don't Want To Do

It can feel maddening when you are trying to quit using meth. Each day, each hour, each second feels like you are a different version of yourself. You don't want to use, you want to use, you hate meth, you will stop nothing until you have it. You have a stellar day of feeling happy and accom...

Jul 07, 2025 addiction lgbtq methamphetamine recovery

Sexual Reintegration AfterMeth

Sexual recovery after methamphetamine addiction is one of the most complex yet transformative aspects of healing. As Mell McCracken, a leading expert in chemsex recovery, reminds us: "Sex is never an emergency, especially in sexual recovery." This journey requires deep self-reflection, patience...

Jul 03, 2025 addiction recovery chemsex lgbtq recovery

Fuck Like a Porn Star (AfterMeth)

Sexual recovery after meth addiction isn't just about abstaining from substances—it's about fundamentally reimagining your relationship with intimacy, pleasure, and connection. Jayson Parker's journey from religious shame through addiction to sexual liberation offers a roadmap for anyone seeking...

Jun 26, 2025 addiction addiction recovery chemsex sexual reintegration

Letting Go AfterMeth

In the depths of despair, a sobbing, snotty, wailing mess. I cried out to the Universe: "Please take this from me!" I was in the midst of a horrid come-down. I was deep in my "Tee-motions," as I used to call them. I could have won the Oscar for this one. I had thrown myself on the floor, face b...

Jun 23, 2025 addiction addiction recovery crystal methamphetamine letting go

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